"Patience is a virtue."
This is a quote I've modeled a great deal of my life around. And though it's often my daily mantra, I've been finding it harder and harder lately to keep it at the forefront of my perspective.
I've got SO many things that I want to do: finish writing three books that are rattling around my head, illustrate two of those books, start new projects, buy a house, feel comfortable, lose the last twenty pounds that are hanging on.
But, not one of these things are simple.
Not one of these things happen over night or instantly.
And I'm struggling with this concept.
I've always considered myself a very patient person. But it's been so difficult lately. And I think I know why: I'm holding onto it. I'm pressuring myself when I shouldn't feel like I need to. I have had a very hard time of giving these things to God. Letting Him take the reigns and waiting patiently has been a struggle. It didn't used to be this hard, but these last few months have worn my patience down.
I'm going to let myself be patient with myself. To let go of the perfection seeking side, and let things roll.
Our family has always been blessed. We've never gone without even though there's times we were afraid we would. Right now, things are stacking up on us, but I'm not going to let it stress me out. I'm giving all of those worries over.
Shortly, I will be releasing another few books: two picture books, and one fantasy / adventure chapter book. I'm so very excited about these projects and have been putting a LOT of pressure on myself to work hard to get them out to you. I've decided to stop stressing, and take it slow. I'm not sure when they'll be ready, but I have a feeling it won't be too much longer.
Thank you all for staying patient with me. Thank you all for your constant love and support. I can't wait to share all of these new things with you soon!
Always Keep Adventuring
Rachel ♥♥
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